Myles called me and we have solved our arguement. :)
We talked a little and i told him i was sorry for having a total freak out at him when the one i was angry with was that stupid Taylor girl. I also said i should have mentioned that Taylor was bothering me and that it would have been better if i had done so. He agreed.
He seemed more understanding and listened intently. But all in all, I was just glad things between us were solved.
Though things between me and mom are pretty tense still. She still thinks I should brake up with him even though i feel that is not how to solve things. She doesnt really want him around here, which will be hard considering he likes to come here before work during the week. Hopefully things will blow over.
Tomorrow is beginning of the second semester. I have Math first block (which is so not my strongest subject), Drama in second block, Social Studies in third and in last block I have English.
Atleast English will be fun. I enjoy English and this semester i have English c;ass with Myles :) I asked him while we were on the phone if he would sit beside me in English. He said he would. That should make English alot less boring for atleast a little while.
Atleast if i dont want to go to school iI can look forward to spending time with friends along with Myles.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
So much to think about.
So much is going on. Mom is still ticked off about the sitch. But now thats her problem.
I know both me and Myles have alot to work on about ourselves. And I know we can work things out.
Sometime I think if i didnt have people like Elvira and Ally around I'd be very lost. They are my support group. they help me out and like to listen. And elvira has really good advice.
I m going to have a lot of stuff to think about for a while but I have them around for support when needed.
Elvira showed me a sweedish blog that made me laugh cause the girl is so fake. This girl has done so much botox to her lips that she looks like the childs toy "Bratz" doll. That made my day. This blog girl also does so much photoshop to her picture (and is terrible at it). People need to realize that you dont have to look like a barbie doll to actually look good.
I know both me and Myles have alot to work on about ourselves. And I know we can work things out.
Sometime I think if i didnt have people like Elvira and Ally around I'd be very lost. They are my support group. they help me out and like to listen. And elvira has really good advice.
I m going to have a lot of stuff to think about for a while but I have them around for support when needed.
Elvira showed me a sweedish blog that made me laugh cause the girl is so fake. This girl has done so much botox to her lips that she looks like the childs toy "Bratz" doll. That made my day. This blog girl also does so much photoshop to her picture (and is terrible at it). People need to realize that you dont have to look like a barbie doll to actually look good.
So much going on.
Well I feel like the waiting has taken to long. My mother came home and still doesn't want him around. She is being unreasonable I think. She needs to remember that I am my own person and what happened to her in the past is her past, that it was her choices and these are mine. She needs to realize that though those things happened to her and that she wants me to do exactly as she says, and if she is right but i doubt it, i must make my own mistakes and learn from them myself.
My grandma can see his good side and if she ever has a problem with something he is doing she says so. My grandma takes the time to see all sides of a person, unlike mom who just saw the negative. It's hard to get along with people who aren't willing to see things from your perspective, that's why I think my grandma is my favorite person. She sees from all perspectives, she is understanding of all the people around her. She is special to both me and my bf Myles.
Sometimes i wish grandma could show mom how to look at things from other peoples' perspective, but mom is too hard headed. Mom is only ever willing to see the world from her eyes and only walks in her own shoes. Even Myles is more willing to see the situation from another perspective. He tries so hard to get my moms approval but it seems no matter how hard he tries he never prevails.
My grandma can see his good side and if she ever has a problem with something he is doing she says so. My grandma takes the time to see all sides of a person, unlike mom who just saw the negative. It's hard to get along with people who aren't willing to see things from your perspective, that's why I think my grandma is my favorite person. She sees from all perspectives, she is understanding of all the people around her. She is special to both me and my bf Myles.
Sometimes i wish grandma could show mom how to look at things from other peoples' perspective, but mom is too hard headed. Mom is only ever willing to see the world from her eyes and only walks in her own shoes. Even Myles is more willing to see the situation from another perspective. He tries so hard to get my moms approval but it seems no matter how hard he tries he never prevails.
All in Result of One Night
I hate when parents involve themselves in your business.
I have been dating my bf for a little over a year and i love him to death
even if we do get into the odd argument we work through it.
Last night we had an argument because some bitch kept hitting on my bf.
She knew we are dating and did it just to tick me off and he didn't say anything to her.
Yes, I know I could have said something but it was my friends birthday and i didn't want
to ruin it for her. So the problem ended up escalating. My friend Ally was gunna stay the night at my place after so around 11 pm we decided to leave. We walked home from where we were
and ended up getting sick because of how cold it was outside.
So i get home and I am so mad i am in tears. My mom, of course, has to bring herself into the situation and put down my bf telling me i need to dump him and so on. This seems to be just worsening the situation. She already hates my bf and has always told me hes no good but she never sees or takes the time to look at the sweet side, she only ever sees the bad side.
She is always telling me hes gunna be abusive because of what happened in her past but I'm not her! She needs to understand this. Anyway, so she keeps putting my relationship down making me more and more upset.
Then my boyfriend shows up after dropping off his friend and i try talking to him about all this. He is the kind of guy who has his opinion and that's the only side he ll look at. I told him what was bothering me and he seemed like he was listening but i knew he still had his opinion in his head and nothings gunna change how he feels. We talked for an hour the whole time getting almost no where. It was getting tiring. So i gave him the hoodie he had asked me to return while i was at the mall, but i never ended up making it to the mall. I also gave him his key that he had left with me. He was tired and had work early, so I told him to drive safe, go home. He told me he loved me gave me a kiss on the cheek and said we would talk the next day.
All night i dwelled on the fact that things still hadn't been solved between the two of us. I hate when things aren't resolved between the two of us. I was anxious about what would happen if we didn't solve things.
This morning i woke up and realized that maybe ignoring him while all this was going on was not the best idea. I realized i should have just took him aside and told him that this Taylor girl who was hitting on him was bugging me and he probably would have been understanding and we wouldn't have gotten into an argument.
When i came downstairs and my mom asked me if i had dumped him yet i said no and told her she needs to keep her nose out of my business. She kept saying how she doesn't like him hes no good for me and how i should just leave him. I told her i was just as much at fault for not handling the situation properly and she rolled her eyes at me and told e to stop standing up for him. I was telling the truth, it was just as much my fault. She didn't care she just told me to shut up and that she doesn't want him around. She frustrates me a lot. It's not her relationship so she needs to keep out of it. I don't care about what happened to her that's her and i am me.
I'm hoping that me and him will fix things and maybe go skating at the outdoor ice oval later like we had planned. But for now all i can do is wait and hope things progress in a positive way from here.
I have been dating my bf for a little over a year and i love him to death
even if we do get into the odd argument we work through it.
Last night we had an argument because some bitch kept hitting on my bf.
She knew we are dating and did it just to tick me off and he didn't say anything to her.
Yes, I know I could have said something but it was my friends birthday and i didn't want
to ruin it for her. So the problem ended up escalating. My friend Ally was gunna stay the night at my place after so around 11 pm we decided to leave. We walked home from where we were
and ended up getting sick because of how cold it was outside.
So i get home and I am so mad i am in tears. My mom, of course, has to bring herself into the situation and put down my bf telling me i need to dump him and so on. This seems to be just worsening the situation. She already hates my bf and has always told me hes no good but she never sees or takes the time to look at the sweet side, she only ever sees the bad side.
She is always telling me hes gunna be abusive because of what happened in her past but I'm not her! She needs to understand this. Anyway, so she keeps putting my relationship down making me more and more upset.
Then my boyfriend shows up after dropping off his friend and i try talking to him about all this. He is the kind of guy who has his opinion and that's the only side he ll look at. I told him what was bothering me and he seemed like he was listening but i knew he still had his opinion in his head and nothings gunna change how he feels. We talked for an hour the whole time getting almost no where. It was getting tiring. So i gave him the hoodie he had asked me to return while i was at the mall, but i never ended up making it to the mall. I also gave him his key that he had left with me. He was tired and had work early, so I told him to drive safe, go home. He told me he loved me gave me a kiss on the cheek and said we would talk the next day.
All night i dwelled on the fact that things still hadn't been solved between the two of us. I hate when things aren't resolved between the two of us. I was anxious about what would happen if we didn't solve things.
This morning i woke up and realized that maybe ignoring him while all this was going on was not the best idea. I realized i should have just took him aside and told him that this Taylor girl who was hitting on him was bugging me and he probably would have been understanding and we wouldn't have gotten into an argument.
When i came downstairs and my mom asked me if i had dumped him yet i said no and told her she needs to keep her nose out of my business. She kept saying how she doesn't like him hes no good for me and how i should just leave him. I told her i was just as much at fault for not handling the situation properly and she rolled her eyes at me and told e to stop standing up for him. I was telling the truth, it was just as much my fault. She didn't care she just told me to shut up and that she doesn't want him around. She frustrates me a lot. It's not her relationship so she needs to keep out of it. I don't care about what happened to her that's her and i am me.
I'm hoping that me and him will fix things and maybe go skating at the outdoor ice oval later like we had planned. But for now all i can do is wait and hope things progress in a positive way from here.
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