Wonderful Vancouver Trip, Mother Daughter Time

Well It's been a long time since the last time i blogged so there was a lot going on. I went to Emily Carr Institute to get my art portfolio looked at. We (my mom and I) stood in line for what felt like an eternity, people were extremely rude and budged ahead and everything else. There was one or two nice people in the whole line, that I met at least. And I feel like the whole trip was almost for nothing cause the lady viewing my work only liked two pieces. whatever it was a good experience and i can learn from it.
We spent the weekend at auntie Julie's house and I got to spend time with my cousin Carly. While we were there we went to the movie Burlesque which was amazing. And I also got all my Xmas shopping done, which required a lot of work in the area of thinking up a gift for Myles. My cousin Carly thought of it, which was good cause I may even still be looking if she hadn't. Also we played the Ouija board, which was a bad experience but I'm only going to talk about positive ones. Also I got to see China Town Vancouver for the first time. It was...interesting... there were a lot of smells and things to look at. I got to try some new foods when we went to lunch in a traditional Chinese bakery restaurant. After all the excitement it was nice to sleep.
On the Sunday we were there my mom and I went to visit my Auntie rose, Uncle Ron, and cousins, Troy and Michelle at their place. They got a new dog named Jasper and we had rice and fish for dinner. Auntie rose also looked at my portfolio and she loves pictures of flowers so i ended up giving her one of my photos as thanks. The next morning, or noon to be accurate, while everyone was out and auntie rose went to work for an hour, mom and I went for sushi! the place we went had the best Sunomono salad it was scrumptious. That was our last day there and it was a good one. The whole trip was super great. I love spending time just me and mom!

Trouble With Wisdom

So tomorrow is Friday, which means I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed. They have been bothering me so bad that I finally decided I would allow the dentist to remove them. It was so bad I couldn't even eat. So I go in Friday morning, 11am to be exact. I have to take certain pills before I got in. I had to also take some 24 hours before so I started them today at 11am and man have they sent me for a loop. I feel foggy kinda but I guess that's sorta how your supposed to feel. So I'll be all big and puffy faced for a week or so. But I guess it's better than pain!
On the awesome side Myles comes home on the 9th and I'm super excited. I haven't seen him in a while and I miss him a lot. Especially since I'm quite stressed out with school right now. The drama teacher I'm pretty sure hates me and today Paige was super mean even though I tried really hard to be nice to her, there is so much biology homework I could drown in it and well, Dad isn't being super supportive. So I really need some time with Myles to relieve the stress. That's why I'm super glad I am at gramma's for the night. We watched a couple movies and soon we will head to bed.

Life, What to Do With Mine.

So today the colleges came to my school and now I'm quite puzzled. You see the first person we talked too was from Emily Carr School of Art and the guy seemed really real, unlike the other colleges whose presenters seemed really fake. He even tipped us off on some pretty cool things to do do get into the Emily Carr school. I think it is something I should look into since I like that but I'm not nearly as good as most people I know. The other option for me is my career choice of Psychology, I figured at first that I would go right after High School and be done in 7 years and have my PH.D. But now I'm not as sure as I was before. I was going to go to the Okanagan College and stay with my Aunt and everything would be all set to go. I have decisions to make now and not a lot of time to make them.
The thing that puts me down the most is my dad repeating to me that I can't in life. I can't be like my sister whose going to become a Veterinarian, I'm not going to become a Pharmacist like he wants me too. He thinks and voices all the time that I'm never going to go anywhere in life. He told me to day that I wasn't going to become a vet like Paige or a pharmacist and I'm going to flip burgers at McDonald's for the rest of my life.
I thought parents were supposed to support you in everything you do not put you down because you won't become what they want you to become. Not put you down all the time about decisions you make in life for your future. At least mom is being helpful and supportive, which I am thankful for.

Weekend With Grandma

So my parents went out of town for the three day weekend. Mom in in Vancouver and Dad has taken the girls out camping. So Grandma and I are at home here together hanging out. She made some awesome Halloween cupcakes. They are so good. Anyway my parents won't trust me to stay home alone so my grandma always comes to stay. I don't mind her company at all and she cooks awesome dinners :) . Everyone gets back on Sunday so we have been sitting watching Halloween movies and we watched this movie call Stacey's Mom. It is based off the song and I would not recommend it as viewing material. It's pretty dumb and only a little funny. Now we are watching Criminal Minds. All this is helping to take my mind off of what has happened in the past weeks.
So, in the time Mrs. Rowell has given the other Script Writing students to write one play I have had to write two. This is why; So I wrote the first play with this student named Robbie in mind as the lead of the play, Mrs. Rowell had promised me I would get him. So I finished the play and one day Mrs. Rowell had all the DS students get together to choose students for their play. Well Angie actually allowed me to have Robbie, and that's when it started. Ashley Lewis began to huff and puff because she wasn't getting what she wanted right away. So when I went to the washroom, she went to Rowell and had the whole list changed. I now have both SLR students and Alex, who is the most difficult student to work with in class, a student who does shit all named Hannah DZ and one good student who is extremely soft spoken. Oh, and guess who gets Robbie, that's right, Ashley Lewis. I'm so ticked. I went and talked to Rowell but she only continued to make excuses. That is going to be the most stressful few weeks of my life. Anyway so I had to write a whole new play because well those students would never be able to do my old play which meant a lot to me. So I wrote a new one and if Rowell asks why I changed it I shall tell her the truth. This was only part of a bad week...
So Mrs. Henly, my psychology teacher was being a total cow and wouldn't accept my note from being away, in fact she gave the whole class a lecture on my note not being an adequate excuse. This was the beginning. She then told me I would get zeros for all the work I wasn't there for. Then the next time I had a new note and I walked toward her to hand her the note, and she looked at me like I was pathetic and laughed. So I didn't go to D block and dad talked to the principal who talked to me the same day as the Drama issue. He had Karpenko come talk to me the next morning about what happened and I told him. The principal gave me permission to leave during that block as long as I signed out before I left. He said I could do this until I either got out of the class or talked to my parents. The next day I was able to get out of the class which was good, but I really hope Mrs. Henly gets caught for harassing all the students.

Thanks Giving Dinner

So I'm excited to say that I have officially made Turkey dinner by myself! I told the boys here that if they pitched in and bought the groceries I would make them Turkey Dinner for Thanks Giving. Well being a vegetarian and never having done it in my life I can officially say I have accomplished it. All I needed was a little help getting the nasty stuff out of the turkey and a couple tips from my Auntie Angela and Gramma and I was set. We are having a few guests over....some of them not exactly invited or expected for that matter.....
So approximately two days ago Myles asshole of a room mate brought home this girl. He didn't bother to introduce her or anything and rushed her to his room. So we all figured she was a corner pick up (a nicer way to put it) and figured she'd be gone in the morning. Turns out Myles had the next day off so we were planning on going shopping for Turkey dinner and then he had some other plans which I will tell you about later. Anyway...she was still there when we woke up....and was there for a while and Myles decided this was weird and pointless with her hanging around and he, and I both weren't comfortable with it in case she was just some one night fling his room mate picked up. So he went and knocked on the door. First there was no answer then he knocked again, harder this time and asked her who she was where she's from that kind of thing. So she told us she was Dan's girlfriend from Grand Prairie. We were still not super comfortable with it so he put a sock on the door. Later that night we find out that Dan claims she's not his girl friend, yet she's staying with him and they are doing it every night. Oh and even though Dan is supposed to pitch in for the dinner he isn't and apparently she is staying...THANKS FOR F-ING TELLING US!
So Myles took me out yesterday and we spent the day together. First we went shopping for turkey dinner and then came back to check on the apartment since we didn't know for sure what that girl was, and had lunch. He then borrowed Brandi (a girl who works in the office and is super nice)'s vehicle. She was really nice and let us use it. He told me he wanted to take me to a beautiful waterfall in Tumbler Ridge. He is soooo romantic is too sweet, I love him! Anyway, we couldn't find any maps or directions to get there so we went to see the world's largest earthen damn. It was called the W.A.C. Bennett damn. It is located in Hudson's Hope and it is so large that you have to drive across it. Even though it was windy and cold it was pretty cool and an awesome experience. We also looked at a fossilized dinosaur, the real thing even, and not a replica. It was cool and so fun to do together. When we got back we went for dinner. It was freezing and we walked all the way to the Red Lion (which is supposed to be Chetwynd's version of a fancy high class restaurant) and it was closed. So we ended up walking back and going to the Red Dragon, which was a Chinese food place that only has two items on the menu which can be converted to a vegetarian meal.... Steamed Rice, and Vegetable Chop Suey, which was mostly onions. But it was still really nice of him to take me out for dinner and, minus the onions, it was actually really good. He is such a sweet heart. I can't wait until we get to spend more time together after everyone leaves after dinner :)

9:45am to Chetwynd!

So last week I was talking to mom about going up to visit Myles sometime soon. Expecting her to say know I asked cautiously. But instead she said of course and even offered to buy the bus tickets and give me money for a cab ! I was absolutely amazed and ECSTATIC! So my bus leaves Saturday October 9th at 9:45am for Chetwynd....I just realized that the ticket is for the wrong day cause it was supposed to be for Friday the 8th.....Anyway now I"m a little less excited. But I'm still excited to go see him :) I come back on the Tuesday and I even get to spend Thanks Giving with him. I told his room mate and him that if they pay for the ingredients I'll make them thanksgiving dinner :) Well I'm off to finish packing though I thought it was for Friday so now I also have to talk to mom....

Drama XD so much Fun!

So Drama Dorecting and Script Writing class has been awesome :) I really enjoy bossing around the little students :P just kidding. They are really fun actually. I have almost finnished writing the play I have to write for the grade nines. I already know that one student is deffinately going to be the main character for sure. His name is Robbie and he is exceptional at acting even if he himself will not admit it. I don't quite know who the other actors will be but I know I'm getting Robbie for sure. I talked to Mrs.Rowell and she said first come first serve and since I have finnished my play already I get first serve :) so I told Robbie he was going to be in my play (even before asking Rowell) and he said he was so in, which is good. He said I'm his favorite anyway :) which is sweet of him.
So I promised my friend Brennan (who was on the football team) that I'd go to the KRSS football game and support our team. So that was the plan. I Found out that Robbie needed a ride there so me being nice offereed him a ride. He said thanks and that his friend would need a ride too, if we had room could he come, we had room so I said yes. So he took my cell number and said that he would text me after school and we could meet up on the Hart. Well the weather turned out to be shitty, so after he texted me I told him he could come here and I'd feed them and then mom would drive us to the game. Unfortunately they got a little lost so i met them on the way from KRSS and led them back to my place. Paige called me a pedifile so I turned it into a joke with Robbie's help lol. I said, "Oh yes I luer little boys into to my house all the time" and Robbie said "yes with football and cookies" lol. Paige just looked at us and we laughed, and ate our cookies and the nachos I had made, the cookies Paige baked. Mom drove us the the game and it turned out none of my friends were there so I hung out with them most of the time, which was okay I guess. Robbie is a really nice kid so he made sure I wasn't just left alone, which was nice I guess. Mom came to get me after the game at 9:15pm, the boys went with their friend back to his place. While I waited for mom I talked to my friend Jason who I hadn't seen in a while since he graduated last year. He took my nuber so he could keep me in te party loop so hopefully I'll get to go to those soon :) Mom came and picked me up and when I got home I was so wiped I went straight to bed, I was exhausted.
Myles texted me while I was at the game, he is such a sweetie I miss him a lot. I can't beleive mom said yes to letting me go for a weekend to visit him. I'm excited :) I texted with him for a while before the game ended, which I forgot to mention we won. He was going to watch The Invention Of Lying, then go to sleep. I love when he texts me every night after work I think it's really sweet of him :) Hopefully we can figure out what weekend I should come up especially since when i checked the bus times I would have to miss some school to go see him. Which I hope is okay because I'm pretty much ahead in most of my courses.

Four Days and A Movie!

So Myles came home on Wednesday after he worked for the day. He called me Thursday morning asking me if i wanted to do lunch (well he left a message cause my phone was accidentally on silent) So i called him back at the beginning of lunch and Iris and I waited for him to arrive. Once he arrived he showed us the company truck he got to use for the four days while he was here. After the bell rang I convinced Myles to walk into the school with me, apparently it's not cool to re-enter the school once you are a grad. He walked me to my locker then part way to class.
The next day I called him at lunch and got him to bring Iris and I timmies. We ended up late for class but he made our day with the timmies and even drove the company truck onto the school lawn to deliver it straight to us.
That night I convinced Myles to go to the movie called Easy A it was really good. We both laughed and had tons of fun watching it. When we got home we sat on the couch for a bit. Kona our puppy had gone up stairs after I had to put my purse in my room. Unfortunately i forgot to close the door. So, Myles and I were sitting on the couch talking when suddenly I hear Kona chewing something. I turn around to see Kona chewing on an expensive, lace thong of mine. I got up, by this time Myles had also realized what it was and I was furious with the dog and punished her by putting her in her kennel. It was embarrassing but Myles was pretty good about it.
The next day Myles cam and picked me up in the morning and we went back to his house. I played on my Ipod Touch while he cleaned his room. He then asked for my help and so I helped him clean his room. After that we curled up in his bed and cuddled up to each other and ended up falling asleep. When we woke up we began both playing our Ipods and his mom came in the house. Unfortunately she assumed we were doing something other than what Myles told her, which I would not want his mom to think that ever. I really like his mom and I was honestly not doing that I was napping. Myles said he doesn't care what she assumed because we both knew the truth.
Myles left on Sunday and gave me a call before he left. He didn't know where he was staying and I'm hoping to hear from him to know if he made it alright and where he is staying. Mom said that I could go visit him for a weekend and she would get me a bus ticket and money for a cab to get to where Myles would be staying. I'm excited because mom is going to let me go.
Tonight Iris is staying the night. We had a hot tub and I showed her the play I'm writing for my Directing and Script Writing class. Well it's off to bed for me, school tomorrow.

Botulism Outbreak!

So, Friday the fire bell went and it was not a drill. At first we thought that someone had randomly pulled the alarm for us to get out of school early but I soon found out different.
The foods class has kept this can of sour cruet to show the children what Botulism was, well this was some ancient sour cruet, and someone ended up dropping it. The grade 9 foods room evacuated the room calmly, then turned off the lights and closed the door. They filed into the library then someone from the class went to pull the alarm. The disease was now air born and in the vents and air systems. So we all stayed outside for 2 hours... We watched the ambulances and fire trucks arrive and the police officers block off all the streets. The grade 9 class and Ms. McManis (the teacher) were rushed to the hospital. They finally allowed us back into the school to grab our homework. the police protected the streets for a while after and we dispersed from the school. This was on the news and made the Vancouver Sun (newspaper).
Here is the article website: http://www.opinion250.com/blog/view/17535/1/haz+mat+team+called+to+pg+high+school
http://ckpg.com/news/11262-kelly-road-evac-video.html

Since I've Been Home

Since i have been home a lot has gone on surprisingly.Myles called me while he was waiting for his surveyor to do who knows what and then he was going to go grocery shopping. It was nice to talk to him and I can't wait to see him on the 15th when he gets home :)
First day of school was today and mom had to go into the school to help me get my courses changed from grade 9 ones to grade 12 ones. I am waiting for an email reply from my counsellor. I'm hoping to get Psychology 11 ( i haven't taken it yet so i figured i should before i take 12), First Nations Studies (which is like socials), and Biology 12 which I have with my friend Jackson. And if I cant get drama script writing i would like to take art.
I got to ride on the back of Uncle Kelly's new Harley Davidson Motorcycle to and from school today. It was part of the deal for watching his house when they went for a big fishing trip for the long weekend a few months ago. Or at least that's what I think it was. It was so fun and I liked how everyone looked at me when we pulled in and as I got on and off. It was awesome.
We went for Sushi last night it was very good and unfortunately i was not completely full after eating my whole bento box :( But it was still awesome food :) If I could eat there every day I would. The make the Best Miso Soup at Tokyo Sushi. When we arrived home from dinner Kona had gotten into the fish pond and urinated on the floor twice. Dad was so mad all you heard when he entered the kitchen was "THAT FUCKING BITCH!" poor Kona almost had to spend the whole night outside. Thank goodness for Kona Paige is his favorite child and allowed her back in. Though Kona now has a muzzle that she must wear at all times, at least when dad's home that is. Paige and I are going to work on making her a dog house in case dad does throw her out for a whole night.
This week it's to bed early and school the next day. Friday night Ashley and I are having a girl's night! WOOT WOOT!! She's going to bring Darla her little puppy. It will be a lot of fun. Then the next day chandler is coming over and hopefully spends the night. Girl's Weekend! lol

Home Again, Gone Again

So we had a very long trip back from Manitoba. We only stopped for 2-3 hours in total. Once in Edmonton, so that I could visit Austin and Braydon Shaw, and once more when we were between Alberta and home, for mom had to have an hour's sleep. It was nice to visit the Shaw family though Austin was at work. Auntie Mary made 7 cheese tortellini and salad for dinner. Mom and I had eaten one slice each of disgusting pizza before had so she did not eat so I ate very little because my stomach decided the pizza was not satisfying. We visited for an hour or two then had to be on our way. Mom did not want to stay the night due to the fact that she had brought Hunter and Kona (our dogs) with her and did not want Kona to chew anything in their garage. Once we got home I was relieved to be back and thought I would be able to crawl into bed for a nap after unpacking. Thought being the key word.

So I unpack the car with mom and bring my things up to my bedroom to put away then go for a nap. I had cleaned my room before I had left for Manitoba so all I would have to do is put my things away where they belonged. This was where everything went wrong. My not so lovely sisters had gone through all my things and my room was an udder mess. The bed was torn apart and covered in my things as was the floor and my desk, which had all my books spread across it in disheveled arrangement. They had gone through my shoes, including my $130.00 blue swayed leather heals. And had taken out the dress which I had worn to Myles's prom and the one for his grad dance. My clothes were in disarray and my things were everywhere. They had even gone through my undergarments. Which I feel was even more unnecessary. I was already tired and bitchy from no sleep and was too exhausted to even yell at my sisters. Instead I went to my mother calmly an told her of what had happened. Knowing not much would be done but, hoping something grand would be done, i went back to my room and began to clean up the mess. Mom had only told the girls in a calm voice that they knew better then to do that and not to do it next time. Tori was the only one to come in and begin to help me in cleaning my room. My sister's friend came to the door and apologized for being an accomplice in the crime against my personal space. I finished cleaning my room with Tori's help and thanked the two for apologizing then attempted to take a nap.

We had found out while in Manitoba, that unfortunately one of my mom's good friends Wayne Smith had passed away. His service was t be the 28th of August 2010, and unfortunately my mother would not be able to make it. She had the funeral of her uncle Dawn to attend that Saturday. So I knew deep down that some part of her had to be there to represent her friendship. So I called Myles and asked him if he would drive me to the service on Saturday. He did so which was very kind of him to do. As I knew the family better then the rest of mine, with the exception on my mother, so I felt it best I be there. When I arrived I went to Jude (Wayne's wife) and gave her a hug. I told her it saddened my mom and she was sorry she could not be here so I had come for the both of us. I then saw Izaak, their son (who was on So You Think You Can Dance Canada and made top six) and went and gave him a large hug and saying sorry for his loss. He was closest to Wayne of the children and was doing his best to keep himself together. I did not see Soili or Rory or the twins until during the service. Everyone said their piece towards Wayne and it was a sad and humorous tribute to the one they loved and would be remembered for who he was. Afterwards I went home and talked to mom later the next day about what I had done. She was grateful that I had gone for the both of us.

Coming away from the sorrow of death is the bright shiny world of fun. Myles and I went to dinner and a movie at the drive in. I payed this time. we had Sushi. He had a sunomono salad sashimi (shared) and California, he also tried a spider crab roll and said it was very good. I had bento F as I always do for it is vegetarian. It is teriaki tofu, avocado rolls and tempura. I also had a sunomono salad. It was very good and even came with miso soup. The movies were Toy Story 3 and Prince of Persia. He left yesterday at 10 am or so for work and we left at 3 am for Vernon.

The trip was long and painful. Paige was allowed to bring her friend Ashley who came along for the trip. She was fairly goo it was mostly Paige and Tori who were the headache. Tori was being a brat and Paige was starting arguments and annoying everyone in the car by acting her shoe size instead of her age. I fought a few times with Tori but she was being an idiot so she kinda started it in a way. I had the front for the beginning then Paige had it then Tori had it. Ashlee gave me her turn for two reasons. One, I was very vomit consumed and two, she was attempting to get some sleep. We stopped by the 50's Diner for lunch and it was terrible. The lunch cost us $68.00 and it tasted absolutely awful. I suggest that anyone traveling the route never stop there. We got to Vernon an hour or so afterward and waited for Auntie and Uncle and Granny to arrive home. Once they did we unpacked and I brought out the Antique milk tin which I had painted in cow print for auntie, and also found in Manitoba. She thought it was very cool and Uncle is going to weld the handle. There was a big turkey dinner and I stuffed myself silly with mashed potatoes. Mom ended up forgetting her bag so we went to Walmart and found a bunch of $1 deals there. We ended up going back for one of the zippers on the pair of jeans auntie bought Paige had not worked. I drove the second time and there were deer on the road so I was cautious on the way back so as not to hit the poor things.

Uncle has officially finished the siding on one side of the barn. We got to go to Blenz this morning and Auntie and I took Bob and Lucy for a swim in a creek just off of Kalamalalka Lake. If you noticed that i have not mentioned my favorite dog in the world, Sam, it is because he passed away recently. Unfortunately old age caught up to him, or at least that is what mom tells me. He was an awesome Dog to bucket ride with and he lived an awesome life :) He was not only man's best friend, but also tractor bucket rider's best friend. He was awesome and shall be remembered as so :) especially for me. There will never be a funner, funnier dog in the world.

On a happier note tomorrow we shall go tubing and it should be a ton of fun :) I can't wait. Myles was super disappointed that he couldn't be here with us visiting Auntie for he had to work. I have a feeling he likes it here :P He gets along awesome with Auntie it's funny because he and I both get along better with her then anyone else in my family :P

Grand Forks, North Dekota of th US of A

So me and my dad went to the US on sunday. It was super duper fun.
I made dad pancakes for breakfast, then we each took a shower and it was off to the border.
The getting to the border was easy it was the waiting in line to go through US Customs.
The guy there was kind of a dink but whatever, his loss. We then continued on to Grand Forks.
Dad saw a Cabela's sign (a hunting outlet) and we ended up there first. We were in there for 3 hours! He bought a whole bunch of stuff. He found Hunter some new water toys at least. I found some funny chocolate bars. ie: Grizzly Bar, Majestic Buck, Dark Moose. It was pretty cool. Then I had to coax dad from Cabela's so that we could go to the mall where I wanted to shop. We had Pizza Hut stuffed crust pizza for lunch it was very good. Finally we went to the mall so I could do a little shopping.
Once there I found a book store. I got two books. The Fallen series. I just finished the first one last night. Then dad got me some iron supplements and protein stuff because I'm a vegetarian and I need that kind of thing. I found a really sexy pair of high heels but dad was standing behind me and I didn't notice that he was directing the sales lady on what to say. He told me after and I was a tad pissed off. But I'm most likely going down when mom comes :) so hopefully i get them then! I even got Myles a tee shirt that says North Dakota!
Coming back across the border is where all the savings we made were no good. Appearently Canadian government is so greedy that we need to pay Canadian taxes on stuff we buy in the U.S. which i think is really stupid. Then they charge you a "Duty Fee" for going across the boarder. It's soooooo stupid!
I'm on my last book and I got to talk to Myles last night. He called me which was nice of him :) Hoping he'll call today as well. He says that he is thinking about sending me more books. What a sweet heart :) Hopefully I can also convince mom to bring Hunter with her when she comes to visit.

Altona, Manitoba

It's sunny here and very hot. The humidity is KILLER. But it's very beautiful with the numerous fields of wheat, canola and SUNFLOWERS!! I love sunflowers! They are so tall here and HUGE.
Me and Lynn, Norm (one of dad's friends from Ruskin)'s wife, went and took many beautiful pictures of sunflowers and the monarch butterflies around them. They are GORGEOUS! It is so fun. We took so many pictures.
Work was killer the last two days i actually went. The first day I had heat exhaustion so bad I ended up vomiting at Superstore in the parking lot in Winkler and all night in the trailer. It was terrible with a capital T. I didn't want to go work for Ruskin after that but dad gave me the 'Let down Parent' talk, so I agreed to try again. This time I did not get heat stroke instead a lot more happened. First I got Lost and was so frustrated I began to cry, also because I thought I hit a bird (thankfully I did not). Then I called dad and finally got to work, cussing the while way. Then I worked with the group at sight 68 pile counting. I had an allergic reaction to the sun, yes that's right I'm allergic to the sun. Hence my paleness. Then spiders began flying off the crane onto me and while I was attempting to rid of them all got several bites on my neck. That was fun, NOT! and now my neck is swollen and red and I have weird bumps on it where the bites are. Now I really don't want to work. But they won't need me until maybe next week, so at least I get a break.
Today I got to sleep in. It was the first good sleep I've had since I arrived. Lynn and I went to town to pick up groceries and do laundry. I picked up all the groceries except I still must remember dad's french vanilla creamer. We put the laundry in so that we could do everything and it would be ready when we arrived back at the laundromat. Then we came here to use the Internet and we are having a cup of coffee. We had Subway for lunch YUM.
Myles was choked when I told him I was leaving. He was so choked he wouldn't talk to me for a bit. He keeps giving me a hard time about this job, so it makes it even harder. I am going to miss him and I will most likely go with mom when she comes to visit and leaves again. Hopefully he is still home one of those days. I have talked to him on the phone since, which is good. He actually called a 2am (Winnipeg time, 12am BC time) to apologize for being so hard on me about it, which I thought was really sweet and I appreciated it too. He felt so bad for waking me up though I didn't mind because the train that goes past at 2:30 am would have woken me up anyways (the tracks are right behind our trailer). I miss him and I'm glad we are keeping in touch.
We did end up camping. Myles took me to bear lake. BEST CAMPING TRIP EVER! It was only one night but it was amazing! He even made breakfast for me for when I woke up. It was soooooo sweet. I love him.
I'll post those sunflower pictures when I can.

My Man is Home!

So Myles emailed me asking if for his first day back home we could do a dinner, of course I said yes any chance I get I want to spend time with him. Then he asked if for the dinner I would cook, a little reluctant at first. The last time I made him dinner he was an hour late and ate before he came here. I was so insulted I didn't want to make him dinner ever again. But, I decided to make him dinner anyway. So I agreed and made him stir fry, salad and garlic toast. We were alone for dinner sonce everyone was out at the river and Paige was supposed to go for dinner. After dinner he helped me tidy up then we went upstairs to brush our teeth. We cuddled for a bit and talked. I missed him so much so it was nice of him to come over today to see me. He doesn't really want to go camping since he is going with his family on August long weekend hopefully I can convince him to do it anyway though I doubt it. So much for getting to wake up to him for a day or two before I am gone and we wont be able to see eachother for a while. I really hope he changes his mind.

Manitoba Bound :) / :(

Well my dad is home and the trailer is being packed to head to Manitoba for August. My father has asked me to join him there and he even got me a job for $10.75/ hour, which is better then what i get being a waitress. I am excited to go but I am also a little reluctant. Myles has started working in Chetwynd for 20 days on 8 days off and I have not seen him since he left on the 5th of June. I know earlier I said McBride but I was mistaken. I have yet to tell him that I am going to Manitoba with my dad for all of August. I would rather tell him when we see each other because to me it means more that way. I am hoping that we can get a two day camping trip in before I have to leave so that we can spend a lot of time together. I will not see him on his next time off and I may not have Internet to contact him, for that depends on whether dad will use it after me or not.
I am excited for Myles coming home sometime within the next 2 days. His last day of work is the 26th and I do not know whether he will leave the same day or the morning or afternoon of the next day. I really just want to spend time with him. I miss doing things with him and it will be even harder when I wont even be able to email him for the 35 days that I will be in Altona, Manitoba. Or at least if I don't buy an Internet stick.
So my mom is in Vernon with....our new puppy Kona. She is a Rottweiler Doberman cross. She is adorable. I bought her for $50.00 from a girl i work with named Kayla. She is a smart pup and she and Hunter get along well. Dad is not too impressed and mom had me give her to my sister Paige for her birthday since i have Hunter. Which leads to what i would like to get at. Hunter has been poisoned by our neighbor behind us. We think he has somehow gotten Hunter to eat Rat Poison. He was so ill from Thursday until last night that he would not eat or drink on his own, he was listless, he wouldn't even lift his head he was drooling and foaming. He is up to date on all his shots so we know it isn't something such as rabies. We finally got him to vomit and it was the same color as this green text. This is not a normal color for dog vomit. It is usually the same color as this text here at the most. But is otherwise clear. After he puked he seemed a small bit better, but is still not the best. We had to force feed him water with a turkey baster. He started finally drinking on his own on Saturday night while I was at work and my friend Ally kept an eye on him. He has lost a lot of weight and I am worried about him. My dad is as well he wants him to go to the vet as I do but mom will not let us do so. She says he is fine, well she obviously has some form of alcohol in her system because he is visibly not well and not himself. And it would break my heart to have to put him down :( He is like my child and I would hate to see him be put down at only 5 yrs old :( The problem is I don't have the money to go to the vet and i will need a lot especially if they decide on blood testing, hopefully he gets well soon.

Sad Days... :(

Well Myles turned 18 on the 22nd of June (2 days ago) and I found out that he is leaving on the fifth of July for his new job. I'm going to miss him sooooo much :( He works 20 days in McBride 8 days home. It's going to be so hard for me. I started crying the other day just thinking about it. I'm going to miss him so much.
We ended up in a big fight late that night. It was over something so little too. It was over me not talking because I was tired. It escalated and became even worse. He ended up yelling at me really loudly, scaring me so bad that I ran from the car and sat under a tree in the churchyard. I sat there crying for a while and when I looked up he was there sitting by me. He appologized for scaring me but I wanted to walk home. He said if I did he would follow me home to make sure I got home alright. I ended up driving home with him and we sorta made up.
He called the next morning because he wanted to hang out the whole day. He called at 10 am and was at my place by 11am. I was so tired. But he made breakfast and lunch then dropped me off at Grandma's for dinner.
I also found out yesturday that my cousin Christopher Bethold, who is elven years old, passed awaay in his hospital bed yesturday morning. It is so sad and Edda (his mom) is devistated. He was only eleven, he still had a whole life ahead of him. Until the cancerous tumor paralized half his body within a day. He could not be opperated on for it had wrapped around the nerve cord attached to the brain and the surgery could kill him. He was so young. Now I must take time ff for his funeral.

Weekend In The Valley :)

This weekend me and the family went to Salmon Valley to visit my aunt Angela. It was a lot of fun.
The first day out there we went to the river and it was cold and I did not want to go in at first. Then once i did get in i didn't want to get in once more to cross back across the river. That night I went to Lia (my cousin)'s house and spent the night because her sister spent the night at our trailer at Auntie Angela's. My and Lia attempted to watch a movie but ended up too tired and we fell asleep fast.
Her dogs Gunner and Gizmo just had puppies together. Uncle Peter has offered me a puppy but mom and dad don't really want any more animals. They are the sweetest, tiniest, cutest things i think I've ever seen. Gizmo is a really good mother.
The next day we came into town and me and my friend Chandler met my parents out at the river. She got her N and she really wanted to go so it worked out awesome. It was hilarious cause she brought her little car down the path to the beach. My dad could not believe she got the car down there. We swam all day, it was soo much fun. The bad thing is my dad accidental poked a poker stick through his hand :S :( And if that wasn't enough he fainted afterward, and my dad is so not one to faint.
That night me and Chandler watched Couples Retreat then went to bed. We were exhausted, we had a long day.
Today me and Chandler went into town and picked up birthday gifts. She had to get a gift for her step mother, whose birthday was today. As for myself I had to get a gift for Myles, and his brother Garrett. They have a birthday tomorrow. I got Garrett a water bottle for football and filled it with gumballs. And for my handsome man Myles I got a half hour massage and some tea called Read My Lips. It is a chocolate tea with mint and cinnamon.
I'm super excited because me and Chandler might take a trip down to Vernon together and I might get an IPhone.
!!!FINGERS CROSSED!!!

Stupid Allergies! Grrrr!!....

So, this has been my lovely week so far:

On Saturday Myles took me out for dinner to Boston Pizza and we went to his place after dinner to watch a movie. Sounds like everything is going well, yes? Well we ended up getting in a big fight cause i was over emotional for some stupid reason and i don't know why.
Sunday we made up and everything was a lot better, problem is i began to get this weird reaction just before i went to work. I know what your thinking, take an allergy pill... well i did, and guess what...It DIDN'T work at all. In fact my allergy attack just escalated. It started with a rash then became hives, than my face puffed up like a chipmunk. Well it didn't stop at that, that would be to simple. It then moved to my ears and my throat began to hurt, so dad took me to the doctor. He gave me a super steroid allergy pill and creme to bring the reaction on my face down. Well did that work ...NOPE! well, the swelling and redness is still here but the hives are somewhat gone. So I'm paying my doctor another visit tomorrow at 8:40am to hopefully solve this problem.

Grad is on Friday. Myles is grading and there is the ceremony and a dance as well as after grad, a dry grad and Myles is also having a barbecue to celebrate after the Valedictory Ceremony and before the Valedictory dance. It should be fun but Dry Grad lasts until 5am and I'm spending the weekend in Salmon Valley watching my Auntie Angela's dogs. Then I'm going to Myles's dance recital for hip hop. I then work at 4pm-8pm on Sunday. So my weekend will be pretty busy but hey, gotta do what you gotta do.

Prom, and May Long

Prom was amazing! Myles looked so hot! I love my man in a suit lol. We went for pictures around 2 pm at the University of Northern British Columbia. After that we stopped by Myles's dad's work (Northland Hyundai) and ended up being able to take out a brand new 2011 Hyundai Genesis Coupe in bright red. It is a HOT car! We took pictures with it on Knot Hill (the prettiest place in PG) and took many other pictures. We then went for dinner then headed to Prom.It was gorgeous it was beautifully set up and the food was AMAZING! for once i was eating the the food instead of watching people eat it. We danced all night, well until 12am when it closed or ended or whatever you want to call it. Then we went to after prom and drank and partied it up sooooooo much! We left after prom at 6 am and it was still going on when we left! We partied until the sun came up..Literally! It was amazing.

Prom was amazing all in all, and everything went amazingly, everyone was dressed so nicely and looked gorgeous. I can't wait until next year when we go to my prom.

Well I finally found a new job! I applied today and they called me tonight and I start tomorrow after school. He pays nine dollars an hour and I will be a waitress so I will also earn tips. I am so excited, especially since Alexa got me fired from my last job, which only paid six dollars an hour anyways. So that will be my excitement tomorrow.

As well Myles went to Mount Robson with school for four days on a back packing trip. He said the sites were very beautiful but the hike was very long and painful. I attempted to surprise him by picking him up but my friend had told him the surprise. But he was still glad to see me and he ate the doughnut i brought him in record time. He was so sore i felt so bad for him. He was so exhausted and sore that he just wanted to get home and relax, and he wanted to hang out with him but mom said no and plus he was too tired.

Vernon was alot of fun Myles came with us to drive my car back up. He had a lot of fun and he said he would like to do it again some time. Most of the time we were out and about. Shopping in the Kelowna mall. We also went for a bucket ride and to the Honey Farm. It was so funny because Myles found a swing set with children's swings in the form of Bumble Bees. It was soooooooooooo cute! I love his child side. He even made sound effects for the Bumble Bee as he swung.

After the bee farm (Bee Planet), we went to Johnson's Farm. It is so nice there and it's all organic produce. We went on a tour of the Orchards in a tractor train type thing. It was pretty cool to see. They have animals there as well. I kissed a donkey and Myles rode a John Deere tricycle. It was sooo funny because to little kids told him he was a "silly teenager" and was "to old for that". It was hilarious. the trip back with him was fun as well. We rocked out just the two of us majority of the way home. unfortunately, dad had set the TomTom(GPS device) to take us the long route home and no one except my over dramatic Granny knew. My mom went into hysterics, and my aunt was the only one with her head on right. Eventually mom calmed down and we no longer had to deal with that lovely episode my Granny had caused. But all in all it was fun!!! I love him and now i know he is really good to travel with.

Awesome Girl's Night! but...Never Ending Drama!

Girls night kicked ass! We went in the hot tub, got drunk and watched some old lady on T.V. talk about sex lol It was hilarious. We were so drunk we could barely focus on one thing at a time for long and ended up watching some ninety year old lady give people sex tips lol. Then we ended up sharing sex secrets lol and watching The Secret of N.I.H.M. it was amazing. Though her bf kept asking her if Myles was there and asking a hundred questions about what we were doing. We didn't sleep til 3 am then went shopping the next morning. lol we are awesome!

Now all this drama. Well Alexa and Rachel (two girls who hate me and want my bf), began to bother me again earlier this week, without me doing anything. They tried inviting my bf, Myles, camping may long weekend. I thought that was a little weird so I went over and nicely asked them about it. They made up an excuse about it being Wyatt's idea and that every one was invited. I highly doubted it. Well, I was right again. As soon as I turned around then began saying they couldn't believe I bought that bullshit, that I sooo wasn't invited and then they began bad mouthing my relationship. They said they couldn't believe Myles is such a dumb ass to stay with me this long, and that I was an unfaithful whore and he should leave me. Well, I wasn't taking their crap. So, i went up to her and said that, "The reason he is still with me is because unlike some people (implying her) I don't flirt with every guy and girl in sight." Then she turns and says to me, "I'll get you fired bitch!" Well, she got me fired. So, ya I'm pissed off, but i leave her alone. But last night when I went onto face book her and Rachel had posted nasty things all over my wall on their status and everything. That was it i had had it with both their bull shit! So I printed off the pages from my wall and then deleted it off facebook. I then saved the rest to my Ipod and brought it into administration (the principal). What they had just done was a criminal offense, public harassment and humiliation as well as cyber bullying. The thing that angered me the most is the amount of people I thought were my friends that didn't stand up for me but instead, helped them to bully and harass me. So I took it into the office and let the principal take a look they said they would do something. Alannah came with me, she had facebook on her cell, and we showed him all the things they posted.
After all this time I was finally free of them and the drama they caused. I was ready to start having a better week. Or so I thought....
It was after school and I was ready to go to my place with Alannah and work on stuff to prom. Well, apparently someone has told her I tell people her bf Nathan beats her! Well, yes at first i thought something was up cause of all the bruises she was getting after hanging out with him but she said it was from wrestling. Once the bruises stopped I stopped thinking that it could be happening. That I should have trusted her, but I said if he ever hit her and I found out I'd kick his ass. But I never went around saying this. I said it to family that's it. Well some one must be spreading shit cause I haven't been saying that bull poop. So now Alannah bailed, there is more drama, she ditched out on helping me, and she wont talk to me any longer.
I know now though that Myles stands beside me no matter what. Some of his friends were the ones who were helping Alexa and Rachel with the harassment. Well when he saw them after school he pulled up ready to kick their asses. I love him so much and I am thankful for how much he cares about me. But, and good thing too (though i wish he did a little), he didn't beat the shit out of anybody. Though I wish he would take care of Kolby, he was the worst.
Prom is this weekend, Saturday to be exact. I'm so excited, but even more stressed now that Alannah isn't here to help me out. Hopefully thing will work out.

9 Days Until Prom! Total School Stress!

So it's 9 days until prom and Myles still hasn't gotten a suit. We went yesterday to the mall and tried to find him a suit. Well it took us til closing for him to find one he like BUT, he still hasn't bought one. So after a LONG time at Le chateau, he checked Moores for a suit, well those were too expensive, so we went to dance class.
He still hasn't gotten a suit.
Besides that small nerve tingling set back, a bitch at school is working the prom so that she can flirt with my bf ON PROM! She is a total bitch so I've been trying to get hold of my boss to take her of the team for that night. Hopefully she will and hopefully she gets fired lol.
So now me and Ashley are having a girls night cause her bf is being a dink.
Tomorrow we will go shopping but for tonight it's drink & hot tub!

HOLY WALMART CANOLY!!

We spent two hours in Walmart which has now upgraded to Walmart Supercenter. OOOOH SO EXCITING! (sarcasm) It was huge and it was terribly crowded with walmart shoppers. Everything was on sale and they were going crazy. This one large lady was hogging a whole isle and gave me the look when i went to squish past her. Once we were done we went to DQ (Dairy Queen).
When i got home i got a call from Myles' dad. Apparently Myles did not tell them he wasn't coming home and he wasn't here. I suggested he was either at Wyatt's or Erik's, hopefully his dad tracks him down. I also hope Myles gets in touch with me before work tomorrow because me and him were going to do something.
Tori and I are going to have a sister's day tomorrow. We are going horse back riding for an hour then coming home to relax in the hot tub. Hopefully things will go as planned!

DANCE! DANCE!

Wednesday was so fun!

We went to the Me to We dance at College Heights Secondary School on Wednesday and we had tons of fun. We were there from 6:30pm until 10:00 pm and we danced almost non stop all night. Of course Kelly Road (my school) was the majority partying it up on the dance floor. All the other students from other schools only stood in a group swaying or grinding in couples, all except for Kelly Roaders and one group of my friends from CHSS(college heights secondary). I wore my new outfit from Le Chateau with my new sexy red shoes! It was so much fun. Kelly road was jumping around and dancing hard! I danced with all my friends and Myles and i did grind at one point. I also danced with my friend Corey who is a really good dancer when he chooses to be. It was fun though one of Corey's friends Mitch was a total creepy pervert! EW! He grabbed my ass and apparently tried to get up some girl's shirt. He creeped me out so i told him to not f-ing touch me. I wish Myles had seen so he could punch the creep out. Myles said i could dance with Corey which was nice of him but i think he may have gotten a little jealous.

We had a ton of fun dancing all night and Myles and I stayed out a little longer and went for Timmies (a Canadian coffee joint, Tim Horton's) and then came home. I was so exhausted and tired on Thursday. It was INSANE!



Today A Block totally sucked! Our student teacher Mr. T finished his training so we now have Mr. Bennett who, in my opinion, is a terrible teacher. He goes through notes way to fast and just reads off the projector. It was terrible! Drama was also bad because Mrs.Rowel was being a total bitch and a cow and yelling at everyone and anyone she saw. Unfortunately, to my luck on my already crappy morning which would later turn into a crappy day, I got in her vicinity of vision and got a lecture on how i should act and blah, blah blah.

Lunch was better, thank goodness! Me and Myles went to the bank because he had forgotten to get money for prom tickets. It was funny cause almost all of Kelly Road was going in and out of the bank because all of our grade twelves are last minute thinkers and today was the last day to buy tickets. After lunch was math, which flew by and was super easy. Then there was English with Myles, Erik and Torin. English was okay, a little boring but it always goes fast.
After school Myles came over before work and we came home to a 'surprise' (mom is terrible at hiding things.

My granny came from Vernon to visit. She is here until Thursday. Now we are going shopping so I will have to write later!

Sushi Night Friday

Well on Friday me and my friend Haylee Seiter were finally able to catch up on our planned sushi night on Friday. We went to the best place in P.G. for sushi Tokyo Sushi. First we went shopping and she found her prom dress, she was invited by the cute German exchange student Lucas Link. Then we went to the mall and I found a pair of shoes for my dress. We then drove to Tokyo where we met up with Lucas, Arthur and Emma, Myles met up with us later. I got a bento F which is Avocado rolls, vegetable tempura, and Teryaki tofu. It was amazing good. We had alot of fun and Arthur was hilarious! We were there for a while when suddenly my family walked in. They had stalked me there lol. My sister Paige wanted sushi so they all ended up going out and bringing Grama too. At least mom bought my dinner for me. The sushi was amazing and i wish i had brought my camera!

Movies

Ponyo was a very cute movie! It was sort of like the Little Mermaid only they were children and Ponyo started as part goldfish part human, with a evil sea wizard as her father and her mother the Goddess of the sea. She meats this little boy named Suki and he saves her from being stuck in a jar he takes care of the little gold fish but loses it to the sea when her father sends it to retrieve her. She then decides she wants to be human and escapes her father to go to the boy. This causes Typhoons and flooding of the town but the boy must pass the test of love before she can stay with him. It was very cute and I would watch it again and again.

Last night me and Myles had a really great night. He took me out on a date. He took me out to dinner at Tokyo Sushi, I had a vegetarian bento box and he had on with tuna rolls and tuna, prawn and salmon maki. Dinner was so good and it was nice to just be together talking. After dinner we waited in line for an hour for Alice in Wonderland, after purchasing tickets, to get a good seat. The Movie was not as good as I expected it to be. I expected more from Tim Burton, the movie was good but it wasn't the best. The 3D was only for depth and it would have been better if more things popped out towards you. I wish i had seen Avatar in 3D that would have been awesome. But all in all the whole night was great. Myles is suck a sweetie. He took me to Timmie's after and we just sat and talked it was nice.

Today I had driving lessons. I get them free because he is a friend of my moms which is nice but he really stresses me out, even though he is nice and all. I get really nervous and stressed when he teaches me to drive. I am not that nervous with my mom or dad just with him.

My parents are both in Vancouver until tomorrow. My father stayed so he could meet up with mom after her work meetings and take her out to the Tanpopo for sushi dinner. I hope they have a good time they don't get to spend much time together.

I am going to the mall with my grandma in a bit to get some more canvases for my paintings. Apparently her land lord would like one of my painting so i told my grandma that he can buy one off me if he would like. But first i need more canvases and paint brushes, my sisters ruined mine, and maybe some more paints if possible.

Spring Break

Well Spring Break was this week. It sucks this year because we only have one week instead of two. I really wanted to travel with my bf but he had work and his Grammy came up to visit them so he wants to spend lots of time with her.

My parents decided that though I am 16 years old i still need a babysitter so they called my grandma. Even though she doesn't really care what i do as long as i tell her I'm going out or whatever. Elvira went to Banff and my sisters and mom went to Vernon to visit my aunt. Me and gramma had fun though we watched Where The Wild Things Are and we also went to Avatar.
Grandma hadn't been to the movies in a long time and she said lots of things have changed.

Avatar was AMAZING!! Though it was kind of a future version of Pocahontas. It was a very good movie and i think i would watch it a thousand times over. I wish i had been able to see it in 3D though because it would have been really cool to see. The graphics are amazing and the imagination of the person who made it must have been very vividly accurately put on the screen. I hope that when it comes out on DVD that mom will purchase it so that I can watch it again.

Tomorrow Myles is taking me to Tim Burton's Alice In Wonderland!!!! I am SO excited! I have wanted to see it since i heard he was producing it! It's supposed to be really good and the details amazing! We are going to see it in 3D! YAY! That will probably make it even better then the 2D version! I cant wait until tomorrow night! I will have to blog about it after i see it though.

Well now I'm going to go watch Ponyo. It's supposed to be another good movie, it is by the same people who did Howl's Moving Castle, which is one of my all time favorites! Well I'm going to go put my movie on then I'm off to bed to be well rested for tomorrow! Myles is taking me to the 10:15 pm show because he works late tomorrow so i want to be alert and head ache free for the movie.

Catch Up

Well, Myles got the results from ICBC finally. The guy who ran the stop sign and hit him head on was at total fault. He got a new Chevy Cavalier (2001), he hates it though and I'm surprised he didn't buy the Hyundai Accent off of his dad. He is now waiting for them to asses his old red car and get a quote. He thinks that maybe once he gets his quote and if his dad finishes the Accent he may sell his white "crapelier" and buy the accent. I hope so cause really i liked his old car better.

Me and Myles had a large yelling match over some argument i started when i was drunk after Chandler's party and he was bringing me home. But we fixed things which is good, or at least I hope things are okay now. We might go to the movies this weekend to see Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland. THAT WILL BE KICK BUTT!

I was sick today and Alannah came and spent the day with me because she was having a mental break down and needed some girl time. I hope she is feeling better now. I think I may call her to check on her and make sure everything is okay and that if it isn't she has someone to talk to.

Sum Up Of Past Week or So

So last Wednesday we had my moms friend bring over an Olympic Torch! She allowed us to wear her outfit she wore when she ran with the torch. It was pretty cool to do and I will probably never forget it. So for her I did a sketch of the Canadian Maple Leaf, an Inukshuk and the Olympic Torch. It is one of the best sketches I have done. I am thankful for Aaron's kindness.

Then on the weekend, before I went to Erik's to party it up, me and Elvira got in our Kimonos from China and modelled them for my mom. then we went in the hot tub. I love her Kimono. It's from Thailand it is very beautiful.

Then I went to Erik's house from like 6 pm until 2 am. I had so much fun. Ashley (his gf) , and i are pretty good friends and we had a lot to drink. I had 2 Kahlua mudslides and a couple drinks Ashley made called Cowboy Cock Suckers lol ya they may sound dirty but they were amazing. They were baileys and caramel schnapps. YUM!

Monday came too soon. It felt really slow, BUT I got to go to Myles house after school and we moved things around in his room. He has never vacuumed or washed his floors in his 17 years of living so there were tumble weeds of dust and dog hair that were HUGE! Every time we moved something there would be more of them visible. I finally had it and went to get the vacuum. While he went outside to do something, i have no clue what, I vacuumed his room.My socks looked disgusting! It bothered my allergies so bad that they were even bothering me the next day. But it was all worth it because he made me spaghetti.

I found out today that later that night while he was at work, some guy came across the lines on the road and hit him head on! I was so worried I almost burst into tears when he told me this. I asked him if he was okay, he told me only his neck and back hut a little. I am still worried about him. Bu now he cant work or get to where he needs to be without getting a ride from his parents. He went to talk to ICBC tonight about the accident. I hope everything goes well, I'm still a little worried. I love him a lot, I don't want him hurting. He said he might give me more details tomorrow.

Today I was also looking through some of the pictures we took from our summer vacation. Man they were so funny. I decided I'm going to do my hair how I had it in the summer. Black with bleach blond underneath.

Well I'm off to the land of dreams :P.

What Did You Do This Morning?...

This morning....

Me: This morning I woke up to a large fish, ate brunch with a caterpillar, and blew up the country of Turkey. What did you do this morning?...

Elvira: This morning I woke up next to a beast, and after that my beard got stuck in the mailbox. Meanwhile, a huge old lady bit my finger off. What did you do this morning?...

Paige: This morning I got up and rode my ravenous toucan down the street. I then came home to find my gnome hung from the mailbox by his butt hair.

That was what went on this very morning.

Blogging Once More

Happy Valentines Day!



Today is pretty good. I got a card and chocolates from my parents for valentines day I gave my mom a card as well as Elvira and my sisters.

I got Myles a really good gift. I got him a silver ring and a funny card. He has something planned for us after he gets off work and I don't know whether I should be scared or not. lol. I think he can be pretty romantic when he wants to be. He likes to take me out but i like to be independent so i don't let him do it often as he wants to.

I had a good conversation last night with Elvira. We talked a lot about stuff like problems we've had in the past and how we could maybe help a friend out with his problems. We have to allow him to talk to people so that he can feel better then maybe his attitude towards the world will change and he will be happier and relaxed.

Me and Myles fixed things for good we probably won't have any more arguments for a while and I'm feeling much better about everything. Its Good to get it off my shoulders.

I got a anew kimono yesterday after we went for sushi. It's sooo silky ^^. Elvira had her birthday party yesterday. It was fun. Though some people didn't participate in DDR (dance Dance Revolution). My aunt finally sent it up for me! YAY!!!I've been playing it every chance i can!

We also watched 'Whip It' that was a really good movie. I want Elvira to watch 'Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Galaxy' with me that movie is SO FUNNY! I think I might go put it on soon. I also want to load more movies to my ipod so I'm going to gather together some of my favorite movies.

Shopping! and other fun stuff.

Today was alright. School bored me. I got a little mad because Myles ignored me all lunch so i ignored him during English and ended up ticking him off.
We talked it out though so everything is all good now. I just get so mad when he can ignore me completely and it is nothing but, when i do that to him he gets furious. He doesn't understand either when i tell him now you know how i feel that i want him to pay more attention to that kind of stuff. Man men are SO oblivious.
After school we went to the mall, which if you live in a bigger place isn't much of a mall. I went to look for my youngest sister, Tori (short for Victoria), a birthday card. As well as one for my mom. My mom and little sister are born on the same day. I feel bad for mom being in the hospital for her birthday. Anyway, while at the mall i found out it was my boyfriend Myles' sister's birthday today! I had marked it as the 15th! So i had to get her a gift.
I know she loves to read as do i so i went to Cole's book store to find a good book. It took me forever to find the perfect book. Then i though of the best idea! I could get her the boxed set of The House of Night series. Unfortunately they didn't have the box set so i bought her the first one to the series, i figured since we have similar interests in books she would love this series as much as i do.
Sure enough tonight after she had opened her gifts she called me. I had chosen the perfect book! She said she read the back and started reading the book and she loved it already. She said when she gets up to where i am in the series (not all the books are out yet) we could talk about it and what we think is going to happen next. After i talked to her i asked her to tell Myles that i would lend him my English homework to copy and that i wanted to go skating on Friday after he got off work.
The English homework was stupid. the story made no sense and was very hard to follow. I felt bad for him too cause he didn't have the book yet for English and he's very bad at English. Myles feels that since we speak English we shouldn't need to have a class on the subject. So, being the nice girlfriend i am i shall give him my homework to copy, and put in his own words, so that he can get a mark for it.
Today is Tim Burton Movie Thursday on television. I have seen all of his movies so far except for nightmare before Christmas and i really want to see it. Hopefully it will be on later tonight.

Good day...for the most part

Today it was so hard to get up. I don't even know why. I was late waking up and got off to school on time though. I had toast for breakfast then went off to school not looking forward to a double block of socials.
I was glad i didn't wear my Canada Olympic Hoodie because Myles has the same one in red and he doesn't like to match. lol. he thinks its way to couple-ish. On the night of the Olympic torch and cauldron lighting we were wearing the hoodies and we were together. He didn't find it as cute as his mom did. Though he did bring me skating that night even though he doesn't really care for it at all. It was so sweet.
Socials felt like it would never end. The teacher tends to drone on and on about whatever the subject the noted are on is. I had to kick the the wall so that it would rock and jolt my chair to keep me awake. It was so boring!
Drama on the other hand, SO NOT BORING! It was so much fun! We played worlds worst. This is where you are given a world's worst and must act out your idea. We all laughed so hard that most of us fell out of our chairs.
Lunch was fun. Me and Erik are going to see if we can talk our significant others into going skating Friday night at the outdoor oval. Myles left early for a P.E. trip to the judo center. The suckers had to run there.
Math was okay. I don't particularly like it but i got all my work done. I started reading my book for the rest of the class.
English ticked me off. The story we had to read made no sense and the questions were even worse! It was so frustrating that i had to walk away and go back to it later.
I also had guitar lessons! My friend Wyatt is teaching me how to play. He is teaching me the notes and chords and he is teaching me to play "stairway to heaven' by guns n roses.
Dad made dinner and it's my turn to cook dinner tomorrow. I was hoping My sister Paige could take over for me because Myles invited me to go to the mall after school tomorrow.
Two movies I really want to try to watch are Couples Retreat and Schindler's List. Hopefully we can find Schindler's List. Myles and I have wanted to watch it for a while now.

Belly Dancing Bitches!

Today, over all was good. Myles came over and we played on the Nintendo Wii. We played this game called Help Wanted where you play all these crazy jobs to save the earth from weird things like a giant bowl of noodles, or an afro head. That lasted until dinner.
Kristen arrived for our weekly Tuesday belly dancing, it was our turn to drive. She stayed for dinner. I'm a vegetarian so everyone else had wings and i had salad and goulash. After dinner we got our stuff together and went to belly dancing.
At belly dancing we had so much fun, though we were like a half hour late. Well, at least we had fun til the bitchy red head who likes to spread shit about people came to us from dancing with the other girls and she told us they were nice but the called me a slut and Kristen fat. then we knew something was up with the red head.
In the earlier classes one time, I had asked Kristen if this one blond girl was the pregnant girl from our school cause she looked a lot like her. I said it super quiet and only to Kristen. Apparently the red head had eves dropped and went today and told the blond girl and her friend and two older ladies. Well, then this rather large lady came up to Kristen and said, "Before you spread rumors around get your facts strait!" Kristen and i looked at each other and at her, for she was attempting to make a big ordeal in the middle of the class, and Kristen asked her, "What rumors?" The lady was a bitch. The lady the raised her voice and said, "The one you spread about my niece being pregnant!" I looked at Kristen and we both then knew that this red head had overheard something and was going between groups to create drama. Kristen just backed off and we shrugged her off. We didn't spread anything, the red head was. So we continued on and when it came to the break for water I went into the bathroom. When i came out of the stall the large lady shoved me and said, "Bitch!". Okay, like this lady was in her forties and was acting super immature about the whole thing, it was starting to get ridiculous. once more i shrugged her off and kept on just having fun, after all i was there to have fun not be put down by a whole group of bitches.
At the end of the night,which i might say is a better time to approach someone about a problem then yelling in the middle of class, we confronted the red head and told her that the only way they would say that was if she had said something to them, for they were in the other side of the room the whole time. She said she didn't say anything and Kristen (you go girl), so called her out on it. The red head then said to her, "Wow, you are a bitch just like those girls say." She was just attempting to defend herself cause we called her out on it. Me and Kristen, once more, shrugged them off.
Then the lady who's the mother of the blond stormed passed us and grabbed her daughter from the bathroom. Storming past us giving us a glare. Oh, so mature lady. Like really. She then went to our dance teacher and started saying that we needed to be kicked out of the class, that we were starting stuff and spreading things, etc. That's when we got bothered.
Just because some ladies were being immature about the whole thing meant we might end up getting kicked out. I don't think so!
If the blond had come up to us and said that she heard something about us saying she was pregnant we would have apologized for making the mistake and for mistaking her for someone else. The mother and the "Aunt" really didn't need to get involved. Like if the daughter wasn't so cowardly then the problem would have been over as soon as she had come to us.
I don't like making enemies that aren't needed and those ladies are immature. On Thursday, which is our next class, we are going to go speak to the dance teacher and tell her our side and hopefully solve the problem.

OH wow lol

While doing homework from socials class, as well as some English, (apparently we aren't aloud to have lives outside of school anymore lol) my mother comes into the living room where i am working and drops a big bag of unsorted socks beside me. I look up at her thinking, What the hell?! Then she says well you not doing anything anyways..... i look at my homework then at her again. Could she not see my textbook and English papers spread out in front of me or what? I told her after my homework. Then she said next time I needed something she would just say the same thing. I looked at her, i thought i was supposed to be the less mature of the two when here she is acting like shes 13. Once more i looked at her, she couldn't be serious. So then i said to her, "You're not in school mom, you don't have homework. Ever." Then she told me that wasn't her point. I just looked at her. She's supposed to set an example for me and my two younger sisters.... what was she doing acting like she was 13?

I shrugged her off. Then two minutes later she walked back in the room, i was still doing my homework, and she gives me a look. So, i ignored the look and instead asked her to pour me a cup of tea so that i could finish my homework and match up the stupid socks. She looked at me and said. "Where is the piano tied to your ass. Plus I'm doing homework." I looked at her, she was really that immature. I really wanted to say, " Maybe i got the piano from you!" but instead i just said i would do the socks after homework.

Elvira and my sister Paige, who is 13, ended up sorting socks and having a sock fight. It was quite entertaining. Though once i finished my homework, which felt like it would never end, i took the socks upstairs and put them in the appropriate rooms.

Pretty good day...my books atleast.

Well school was a bore. Socials was my first class and me and my friend Alannah almost fell asleep of boredom (if we didn't die first). And on top of that the whole class is what we call preps, they are like wanna be barbie dolls who think everyone is below them and even their friends aren't their real friends. They are basically bitches. The second class was Drama and Acting. SO FUN lol. The whole class was fun, not all the talking that you don't want to listen to, like all the other classes. Third class is math which isn't bad but its not all fun either. Then last class was English. Myles sat beside me and Erik and Torin behind us.

Our first assignment for English was to write a multi paragraph view and opinion on on of twelve statement for a creative writing assignment to be handed in tomorrow. Myles, I figured out, can not manage creative writing. Firstly, he hates English and secondly it seems he needs to have as much info for the assignment as a first grader would, and lastly apparently he needs to learn how to do something without it having to contain a whole bunch of facts from a text book. I did my best to help him but he seems to get so frustrated. Even his mom had to explain creative writing and that she assigned it as creative writing because most people, apparently hes not one of them, find it easier that way.

I'm good at English and a good writer, not to toot my own horn or anything. So I was hoping I could help him but at this point, I don't think I can help him much.

I got to be home alone with Myles for a bit so we talked about a whole bunch of stuff and cuddled on the couch, well only after he was done eating almost everything in the fridge. It was nice since we don't get very much alone time together and i like to just sit and talk with him when i can.

He might bring me skating this weekend, I really hope he does. Man, I love him so much, even if he does frustrate the heck out of me sometimes. English will be fun.

Well todays the first day back after a week off of school. It's monday too so that makes it even more tiring. I seem to have lost my list of classes, There's a good start!

My father gets home on Tuesday, he works in Hay River in the North West Territories. Every time that he has traveled the air company finds a way to lose his lugauge. Hopefully they won't this time because his time at home is shorter then usual.

Well off to see what the day holds.

A Resolved Conflict

Myles called me and we have solved our arguement. :)
We talked a little and i told him i was sorry for having a total freak out at him when the one i was angry with was that stupid Taylor girl. I also said i should have mentioned that Taylor was bothering me and that it would have been better if i had done so. He agreed.
He seemed more understanding and listened intently. But all in all, I was just glad things between us were solved.

Though things between me and mom are pretty tense still. She still thinks I should brake up with him even though i feel that is not how to solve things. She doesnt really want him around here, which will be hard considering he likes to come here before work during the week. Hopefully things will blow over.

Tomorrow is beginning of the second semester. I have Math first block (which is so not my strongest subject), Drama in second block, Social Studies in third and in last block I have English.
Atleast English will be fun. I enjoy English and this semester i have English c;ass with Myles :) I asked him while we were on the phone if he would sit beside me in English. He said he would. That should make English alot less boring for atleast a little while.

Atleast if i dont want to go to school iI can look forward to spending time with friends along with Myles.

So much to think about.

So much is going on. Mom is still ticked off about the sitch. But now thats her problem.
I know both me and Myles have alot to work on about ourselves. And I know we can work things out.
Sometime I think if i didnt have people like Elvira and Ally around I'd be very lost. They are my support group. they help me out and like to listen. And elvira has really good advice.
I m going to have a lot of stuff to think about for a while but I have them around for support when needed.
Elvira showed me a sweedish blog that made me laugh cause the girl is so fake. This girl has done so much botox to her lips that she looks like the childs toy "Bratz" doll. That made my day. This blog girl also does so much photoshop to her picture (and is terrible at it). People need to realize that you dont have to look like a barbie doll to actually look good.

So much going on.

Well I feel like the waiting has taken to long. My mother came home and still doesn't want him around. She is being unreasonable I think. She needs to remember that I am my own person and what happened to her in the past is her past, that it was her choices and these are mine. She needs to realize that though those things happened to her and that she wants me to do exactly as she says, and if she is right but i doubt it, i must make my own mistakes and learn from them myself.

My grandma can see his good side and if she ever has a problem with something he is doing she says so. My grandma takes the time to see all sides of a person, unlike mom who just saw the negative. It's hard to get along with people who aren't willing to see things from your perspective, that's why I think my grandma is my favorite person. She sees from all perspectives, she is understanding of all the people around her. She is special to both me and my bf Myles.

Sometimes i wish grandma could show mom how to look at things from other peoples' perspective, but mom is too hard headed. Mom is only ever willing to see the world from her eyes and only walks in her own shoes. Even Myles is more willing to see the situation from another perspective. He tries so hard to get my moms approval but it seems no matter how hard he tries he never prevails.